i rarely know, what to share. the exceptions being significant peaks in performance;
Right now, i'm giving you an html guy with what i've done since last week or so of november,
the more personable presentation feels right for this and that kinda posts.
i've been pretty bummed about what i'm able to do, as of late. i don't have much of an opinion on this.
| i think i was listening to slow crush
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trying to do voice and inst same time
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i'm good at explaining
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Second week of december, i had a HARROWING drive about 250 miles east of me, to get my bunny a CT scan.
i left just before 05:00, fuckign AMPED on not sleeping. Driving there was fine, for what it was. pretty pillows of snow collecting on tangles of tree and fence along the interstate,
glowing periwinkle from sun under horizon.
i couldn't really get him to drink on the way there(no food cause he was supposed to fast that morning), he was really stressed. We get there just after 9.
staff is hospital polite, but nice. i give creaky jumbled asnwers in a small voice.
Had about 7 hours to kill. all i wanted was sleep. i tried sleeping at a movie but the chairs were worse than my car; the library was nice but i got found out pretty fast.
The hospital called, said the scan went fine and he'd be ready to go when he woke up. i got some food and did pullups at a park and felt a little better.
Waited rest of sludge time at hospital; they had like. a netflix looking version of content farm food videos, made for businesses to play in the. lobby of their business?
playing in lobby of their business. Upsetting and pornographic.
Doctor brings out Finn the bunny, explains what she saw during the scan and the meds he'll be on for now. We pay and leave. about 20 minutes onto the interstate my PHONE RINGS.
it is doctor telling me that his catheter was left in. we go back and i successfully nap 15 minutes up against a wall while they stop his bleeding.
The repetition imparted by the few miles leading up to the hospital is heavy on my small frame. i am showing my true colors as my focus increases. Barely staying awake.
Finn was too tired from being brave to be mad at me when we got home
